When you are trying to solve for the problem of alcohol, moderation solves for the symptom, the ACTION, which is the drinking.
As much as you want alcohol to be different than it is, moderating now, will never solve the ROOT CAUSE of your drinking which are your THOUGHTS and the conditioned pattern created in your mind, emotions and body around your beliefs of alcohol.
There is a voice inside calling you home.
She doesn't need to moderate.
She does what serves her most, and leaves the rest.
Get to know that voice, she's amazing.
Do the work in service of the highest version of SHE.