Aug 26 2023 15 mins
Doubt and this buzzing of an existential fear ..as if the fear is out here. The fear is in here , but you're not going to find it . It's not a thing. It's a sensation of idea. But through the lens of light that comes from outside but not light that one already is. If the light that already is, were to fully meet the light that appears to be outside, there would be real light and light amongst all the forms. Light itself would realise itself. But because we place our attention in activities outside rather than what we're knowing inside, life becomes an activity outside , whereas really life is a movement from within that then appears as activity outside. So all the stars and planets ..all that is going on beyond ego information Is the activity of the universe Is the activity of big mind, Is the activity of the light of being shining. So doubt is the ego's way of being you - a construction of patterns tat has intelligence and it can speak , it can seem to think and it definitely can interfere with the feeling self. Fear can also project as seeming outside ..but it is literally psychic. What we're doing here is remembering Reality as ourSelf. When that happens , the boundary you unwittingly apply in everything that you do , is going to come down ..and you'll think that you're dying. But what is actually happening is you are transfiguring the memory banks of space time and you are recoding them from another place. Until you can say: I am in another place. 05:38 So the moment we get a little energy of doubt and fear we are in the matrix of the known. Doubt happens when your higher calling or your attune-ment to what you more deeply are on invisible but intuitive levels has you crossing the boundaries on the inside-outside , but you have an emergency button called ego which presses the fear button. can't go beyond your limitations! Stay limited! 08:41 In here, what we're doing is un-filtering . You are sitting here to un-filter your perception your knowing of a limited box that you are seeing that you have put yourself in. Expansion requires what you are to move to the next.