Bcomingundone

At 7:55 there is a brief noise disturbance sharing my dating disturbances. I won't talk badly about another just brief shares on my brief dating experiences. 2 irons in the fire fizzled. 1 remaining I have set boundaries for non attachment as he's not available. Play partner is missed been gone for the season and this has been a challenge for our dynamic. I went sailing and publish

A lonely night she had some deep thoughts. Familiarity keeps company even if it's ill met. Trauma tied. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

A break in the depression and I decide to do a brief reading. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

Lots of changes im being challenged. Great listen if you hate me. And yet, I'm resilient. I know the day after my worst looks better. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

I was so lost. Off centered. Weekend was rough. Returning home I felt I dropped. I am ready. Am I ready? I know to not decide anything in this condition. When I feel a need to cling to other, a monogamous hunger, means I am not centered. Hug trees and cried. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podc

I'm doing the opposite today of being depressed. What does me laughing and loving look like again? Just fucking doing it. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

Buddhist meditation/study weekend is here. Meditating for 7 hours a day, I'm experiencing hurt physically, mentally, emotionally. Have you sat for so long? I just left a session. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

Wanting to wall up my heart, I sit with this discomfort. I'm not afraid of feeling this, you need not be afraid for me. Just sit and be with me while I watch this discomfort pass. I am okay with silence too, are you? If not, I have enough calm for two. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters

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Ef ego. Showing up like the Predator, you know from the movie. Outsmarting me thinking I'm dating doing fun experiments when same people, not available; surprise. I am tired of carrying that. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support