As Long As I'm Living

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We're long-distance friends and bereaved moms who lost sons to SIDS in 2021. Each Monday, we chat life after infant loss. Raw episodes with lots of tears, hopeful episodes on the good days, episodes to help those supporting a griever, and interviews with loss parents and other experts in grief and trauma. :: We started our podcast to document our journeys toward Happier Ever After and hope to provide support and connection for those who have lost a child to SIDS, stillbirth, TFMR, miscarriage, or any other type of baby loss. We’re sorry you need us, but we’re so glad you’re here! Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/aslongasimliving/support

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Hello, Goodbye

Mar 11 2024 23 mins

We're back from our break to say... we're not coming back (yet). Alina is not doing well, and because she mainly edits the podcast, that means that we can't keep releasing new episodes right now. That's okay! We'll be back when we're ready. Content note: Judith is pregnant, and (barely) announces in this episode. ::: Things we talk about in this episode: - W

ALAIL Recommends: How to Take a Really Nice Bath (We're On a Break)

Mar 04 2024 9 mins

We're taking a podcast break, but while we're out, we're sharing some tips/tricks/recommendations from the bottoms of our very random hearts. This week: how to take a really good bath, from Judith, and some other cheap or free hobbies. XOXO ::: Things we talk about in this episode: - Baked by Melissa - Trader Joe's Green Goddess dressing - Reddit 30+ Skincare - Lush

ALAIL Recommends: Books For If You Can Read (We're On a Break)

Feb 26 2024 4 mins

We're taking a podcast break, but while we're out, we're sharing some tips/tricks/recommendations from the bottoms of our very random hearts. This week: If you have regained the ability to read after your baby died, we have some recs for you! Judith's are sweet and fluffy. Alina's are about severe mental illness. XOXO ::: Things we talk about in this episode: -

ALAIL Recommends: Trash TV and Saltburn (We're On a Break)

Feb 19 2024 4 mins

We're taking a podcast break, but while we're out, we're sharing some tips/tricks/recommendations from the bottoms of our very random hearts. This week: we share a list of reality TV shows that will pass the time, and Alina talks around WTF happened in Saltburn. Watch that one at your own risk! XOXO ::: Things we talk about in this episode: - Love is Blind Sweden - Bad

ALAIL Recommends: Scrolling TikTok (We're On a Break)

Feb 12 2024 3 mins

We're taking a podcast break, but while we're out, we're sharing some tips/tricks/recommendations from the bottoms of our very random hearts. This week: Judith wanders down a TikTok rabbit hole and shares her favorite follows. XOXO ::: Things we talk about in this episode: - Therapy Jeff - Mrs. Melody Jenkins - Cost n' Mayor - Carla & Clio ::: Follow As Long As

ALAIL Recommends: Alina's Favorite Hate Watch (We're On a Break)

Feb 05 2024 3 mins

We're taking a podcast break, but while we're out, we're sharing some tips/tricks/recommendations from the bottoms of our very random hearts. This week: Alina talks about WTF is going on with generational-wealth-holder, beauty-pageant-contestant, homemade-butter-churner, and mother-of-8 Ballerina Farm. XOXO ::: Things we talk about in this episode: - Ballerina Farm at M

ALAIL Recommends: Youtube Travels (We're On a Break)

Jan 29 2024 4 mins

We're taking a podcast break, but while we're out, we're sharing some tips/tricks/recommendations from the bottoms of our very random hearts. This week: Judith talks about her polygamist podcast obsession and shares a few ways to travel the world via Youtube. XOXO ::: Things we talk about in this episode: - Growing Up In Polygamy - Simon Wilson - Harald Baldr ::: Follow

ALAIL Recommends: Taking a Break! (We're Taking a Break)

Jan 22 2024 12 mins

Listen y'all... we're tired, and we need a break! We'll be back with real episodes in a few weeks. While we're on our podcast break, we're going to share some tips/tricks/recommendations from the bottoms of our very random hearts. This week: what on earth to write in someone else's baby shower card. XOXO ::: Things we talk about in this episode: - ALAIL| Ha

Wonder Woman, Revisited

Jan 15 2024 19 mins

Back in our first month of the podcast, we talked about how the "old" Judith and Alina might never be back ever again, but who cares, because we're Wonder Women just the way we are. That said, we hated when people would tell us how brave and strong we were in our first year of the loss. Now... 3 years out... we feel differently! (And also kind of the same.) Listen to

The One Where Judith Made a New Friend, an interview with Judith's Friend Mel

Jan 08 2024 44 mins

Today on the podcast, we're joined by Judith's friend Mel! Judith met Mel in the neighborhood about a year after Aiden died, and somehow managed to befriend her even though Mel is not a bereaved parent. In this episode, we talk all about making new friendships after loss. We'll talk more about this on Instagram this week, so check in to see! ::: Things we talk about in