that which does not kill us

May 15 2024 3
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Audio journaling and philosophical musings of a forty year old based on my recent life experiences. Divorce, death, childhood wounds, behavior pattern analysis, nervous system overstimulation, and all the things that go along with wanting to be better today than I was yesterday. 

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Faith and Dreaming

May 15 2024 22 mins  
In this episode I discuss how my faith and beliefs tie into a peculiar dream I had this morning, among other things.

Psychological Conversations

May 12 2024 25 mins  
In this episode I revisit a recent conversation I had with someone about toxic behavior patterns and their origin story.

Safe Spaces

May 10 2024 25 mins  
In this episode I discuss the current meditation I'm using along with the dots that are connecting in that head space.

Love Linguistics

May 09 2024 25 mins  
In this episode I discuss the qualities all my closest loved ones have in common and how they differ from each other.

In the Meantime

May 01 2024 20 mins  
In this episode I discuss where I am today compared to where I've been over the last few years.

Marital Word Vomit

Apr 27 2024 24 mins  
In this episode I spew a few more details about my experience as a wife that I couldn't squeeze into the last episode. I also express my enthusiasm for feeling like myself in my own skin again.

Marital Brain Damage

Apr 27 2024 25 mins  
In this episode I give a synopsis on all the things that impacted my mental health during my second marriage.

Small Victories

Apr 17 2024 18 mins  
In this episode I discuss the victory of my day, along with defense mechanisms that I use for self preservation that also create distance in my inner personal relationships.

Generational Trauma

Apr 14 2024 25 mins  
In this episode I discuss family gathering from the previous day, conversations with family members that occurred, and my perception of this.

Mean Girl Syndrome

Apr 14 2024 25 mins  
In this episode I discuss how the patterns of my former spouse translates into mean girl behavior after coming across a video on social media that summarized the experience much better than I could have prior to seeing it.