What The Fuck Am I Doing?

Oct 25 2024 23 ep. 57 mins 1

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A podcast created for and hosted by millennial women who still don’t feel like they have it all figured out, What The Fuck Am I Doing explores and discusses the thorniest facets of our lives in an effort to ease our collective anxiety about “doing it right.” Be it professional woes, personal triumphs or anything in between, hosts Maddie and Esbee openly tackle subject matter that feels more suitable for a cocktail-fueled vent session than an unfiltered, public listening forum. Delivering candidness and honesty in regards to our highest highs and [more commonly] lowest lows, WTFAID levels the playing field, cutting through the curated, social-media-filtered lives we project, to instead reveal the cold, hard truth of what it’s like to be a 30-something woman in 21st Century America.

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Aging & Death

Oct 25 2024 58 mins

Send us a textWhat The Fuck Am I Doing being a person who is constantly aging and will inevitably, eventually die? Woof. In this heavy hitting episode, Esbee and Maddie discuss the one subject that nearly all of us dread in one way or another (aging) and even delve into a topic so taboo, our culture largely avoids it altogether: death. Although both women are not thrilled about the

Work

Oct 11 2024 53 mins

Send us a textWhat The Fuck Am I Doing with work? As women continue to occupy even more space in the workforce — and as they also continue to occupy generally the same amount of space in the home, even if they work outside of it as well — the fact of the matter is: women be workin'. In the first episode of Season 3, Maddie and Esbee discuss the world of work, as two women who c

Season 3 Teaser

Oct 04 2024 33 mins

Send us a textWe're back! Maddie and Esbee are gearing up for Season 3 of WTFAID, and in so doing, they're giving some much needed updates to our loyal followers. (Hi mom! Hi mom!) The two share recent updates from both of their lives, introduce the subject matter for each of Season 3's upcoming episodes and introduce a new segment to the airwaves: This Week's Biggest What The Fuck

Dating

Jul 03 2024 79 mins

Send us a textWhat The Fuck Am I Doing, DATING??? In their final episode of Season 2, Esbee and Maddie go all-in on this ubiquitous subject to which nearly everyone can relate. Maddie is decidedly NOT dating since she's married (but she does have some fun stories to share from her dating era in her early 20's) while Esbee more or less IS dating and therefore ALSO has fun tales to t

Drugs & Alcohol Pt. 2

Jun 21 2024 68 mins

Send us a textWhat The Fuck Am I Doing with drugs and alcohol...again!? Esbee and Maddie are tackling this hot-button subject once again, exploring how their stances on drugs and alcohol have changed or stayed the same since their last discussion on the matter. Maddie discusses the shame she felt about missing alcohol during both of her pregnancies and her clarity on all those mixe

Sexuality

Jun 07 2024 62 mins

Send us a textWhat The Fuck Am I Doing with my sexuality? Glad you asked. Maddie is keeping things pretty straight and narrow, but Esbee is a little more all over the map. The two discuss their own unique sexualities and how they fit in (or don't) to the current culture. Plus, they explore our culture's fascination with sexuality and how we love to put people into neatly defined bo

Imposter Syndrome

May 24 2024 61 mins

Send us a textWhat The Fuck Am I Doing having so much Imposter Syndrome when it comes to my work life and my creative endeavors? Esbee and Maddie discuss their constant fear of fraudulence and how that fear tends to hinder not only their opportunities for professional growth, but their ability to flourish creatively, too. Funny enough, one major area in which they both feel the imp

Friendship

May 09 2024 64 mins

Send us a textWhat The Fuck Am I Doing with my friendships? Cherishing them and feeling so, so lucky to have them. In this episode, Maddie and Esbee talk about the genesis and evolution of their own friendship and talk about their adult friendships outside of this nuclear one. Esbee notes that friendships are often the first real, meaningful relationships that people experience out

Health

Apr 25 2024 82 mins

Send us a textWhat The Fuck Am I Doing to be healthy? A lot of things, as it turns out. Maddie and Esbee discuss their relationships with their health by focusing on three main categories: physical health, mental health, and social health. With solid, healthy foundations that date back to their childhoods, the two explore how important those foundations have been throughout their 3

Hormones

Apr 11 2024 60 mins

Send us a textWhat The Fuck Am I Doing, with all these hormones? Be it raging PMS symptoms like sleepless nights and unexplainable sorrow, to extreme postpartum hormones that make all your hair fall out and your boobs shrink down to the size of sand dollars, Maddie and Esbee are talking about their own experiences with these vital bodily messengers. Why is it that men are never des